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My first year in China, 6th grade, I was suspicious of everything. My one friend that I still kept contact with during COVID was a history nerd, who seemed knowledgeable enough about it that I would have believed anything he said. You could have fully convinced me that the Chinese government was sifting through all my Discord messages to my friends in the U.S. or that there were government agents listening to every word I said. The first day of school in March, my gym teacher asked me if it was true that you could own a gun in America. It was the first of many times that I felt like the sole mouthpiece to “correct” the prejudices of my Chinese peers. I kept trying to explain things in terms of “Democrat” and “Republican,” that I didn't yet know the translations for in Chinese, things I knew nothing about — and yet I agonized over my unsatisfactory explanations every night in bed. My botched duties of righting all the ideological misconceptions of this new terrain, And then I rememb...